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Noticeably Cheerless

by The Abruptors

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1.
VERSE 1 Best Wishes, Warmest Regards: It's a shame it had to go this way the petty fights and the child's play. you think you can take what you do not own to fill a spot, not to feel so alone. empty threats are all that you have left. to cover up the trails leading to your theft your only ideas come from your schemes It shows you're coming apart at the seams CHORUS So Best wishes, warmest regards You never did, so I'm sure you won't try too hard Best wishes, a fond farewell we'll be moving on while you have the same story to tell VERSE 2 No matter how you see it, we will persevere you'll never silence what we hold dear we've come too far, you're but a stone in the road and I promise you won't put this on hold so good luck to you and your selfishness I only hope you enjoy this 10 minute.bliss a name is but a name, the stories are key and I'm sorry you lack originality BRIDGE And when you close your eyes at night I know you think about mistakes in your life You wonder if you will be missed An opportunity won't come again like this
2.
The Selfish 03:09
VERSE 1 It's such a big world with all these places that I've left to see I've created all these boarders that are stopping me I complain to my friends but I know they don't care I'm just happy they're still hanging here With everything else it's so plan to see So what the hell is wrong with me CHORUS Well I don't know, don't care, I know we're not being fair But it doesn't really matter to me I don't know, don't care, I know we're not being fair But I guess we're gonna wait around and see VERSE 2 Remember times, you sold the news telling them we went days without food I think your version of this story is a little askew Well that's the way I remember anyway so what else is there left to say Maybe I should just lighten up because I seem to be stuck in a selfish rut BRIDGE Maybe things aren't always as bad as they seem I should just let off a little steam I sit back and enjoy this ride Then I get to thinking....no, I guess I lied
3.
Anxiety 03:24
VERSE 1 I envy the person who can act on a whim Emotions and feelings inheriting him A split decision not a plan to be found inside my head, I'm clawing around Blindly, like I know what I'm doing Confidence outside but doubt is brewing I'm looking for the light, a sign or an out something to show me what this about CHORUS Inside my head Inside my mind The world outside is passing me by Inside my head A weight on my heart We're answering questions but where do we start? VERSE 2 It's like I'm trapped under water And someone's holding my head But I'm, standing in a crowd of people and They aren't paying attention instead I'm feeling that something is About to go wrong But nothing has happened just like nothing had all along BRIDGE Take a breath, take two take three I want to save the world take a breath take two take three I want to save the world take a breath take two take three I want to save the world take a breath take two take three but I can't save me
4.
VERSE 1 My mind has been racing, almost every single day A feeling that haunts me and one that begs me to stay An empty house now here, 4 years going strong But I just can't settle, makes a minute feel so long CHORUS Maybe I'm better alone, maybe it helps me see Well one thing's for certain, I just know I have to be free I've waited forever, what's one more day? I've waited forever, why can't I walk away? I'm sitting here beside myself, oh what could I do? But I've learned my lesson and I need something new VERSE 2 You say you're alone now, a feeling that hits home to me Overwhelmed by a darkness, you'd need a brilliant light to help you see It's close and contagious, even shared we're further apart I'm hoping for something, just a push for a brand new start
5.
VERSE 1 There is a constant voice in my head telling me of what I should be instead Maybe it's wrong, what if it's right The clock is ticking on this one life How many minutes does it take for us to realize this isn't our fate We watched it come crumbling down And try to rebuild with pieces scattered around CHORUS What am I doing I just don't know Where am I going, I go with the flow Who should I be it'll change with the day Who what where.....is this here to stay VERSE 2 Is this relevant and I making sense My play on words is too intense To answer these questions to figure this out Are we cracking a code we know nothing about Making guesses I'll take a chance Are these worth another glance Stop right here or is it just too soon Before I decide to change my tune OUTRO What am I doing, I just don't know Where am I going, I'll go with the flow
6.
Hold On 04:06
VERSE 1 Hold on, this pain ain't gonna last it's true, the worst is in the past Start again, there's lots more left to see It's time to finally be free CHORUS It's been a long, long time for you to feel this way It's been a long, long time but now there's nothing left, nothing left for you to say VERSE 2 You don't know if you can make it on your own, but you know that you can never go home Regain what you've lost at the start Take back those pieces of your heart So close, you're on to brighter days finally, you're done with cliches
7.
VERSE 1 I feel like I'm going back in time to a place I've been but tried to leave behind I once was on top of this great big world, Oh the places I'd seen, and that special girl But time has a way of messing with me Like it's got a mind of its own and won't let me be And it's draining me now of every feeling I've had can I ever go back before this gets too bad CHORUS So welcome back to impulse, say hello to depression it's coming back full circle, say goodbye to that happiness but I try and I try and I try and I try to leave I guess I'm stuck with me VERSE 2 Now I'm trying to find a brand new way But I'm losing my hope every single day I fail to let go of what I think that I need to be happy in this place and plant a brand new seed It's the love I felt I had that makes me strive for more but this hell I'm in is always closing a door Can life give me one last chance to have what I need? Or is this the fate that's been laid before me? BRIDGE Am I lost forever, wrapped inside my head I'm going over and over everything I've said Maybe I'm just too set in all my ways Or maybe I'll rise above and head for better days But for now I'm blind and it's so hard to see I reach out and no one's there so I guess I'm stuck with me
8.
VERSE 1 You waited for me to turn away You took your knife and you sharpened your blade l felt it tear into my chest You always have been the best At making me weak at the knees No matter how hard I beg and plead The sounds I make fall on deaf ears I can't make up for all the years CHORUS When you're feeling trapped And you just can't move It's all pent up The anger and (oooh?) You take a stand But you know you'll fall You're the underdog and they're 10 feet VERSE 2 Now we're here Like we always are The fear is real I wear my scars They're on display for all to see The way I act it just isn't me After all of the abuse I still play into you This loyalty comes from one side At least I can say that I tried BRIDGE I gave up everything I had Life with you can't be that bad But still your're just stuck in the past Your empire cannot last
9.
VERSE 1 Are you waking up or is this just a new dream? Something more tangible as real as it seems So close you can touch it but it's not really there You make up scenarios, pretend others care CHORUS When I change my focus, it all became clear When I change my focus, I could live without fear If I change my focus, all the madness remains but the background noise is still the same VERSE 2 It's a moment of happiness followed by one of dispair It's a feeling of knowing that someone else is there As the picture becomes more clearer other images step in the way We're searching for certainty, for something that stays
10.
INTRO It's just another lonely... Saturday night It's just another lonely sight VERSE 1 Sitting here wasting away, thinking of you I try to write a simple tune, can't think of anything new I wonder what would happen, if I close my eyes Would sleep come to me, or lie awake until the sunrise CHORUS It's just another lonely... Saturday night It's just another lonely sight It's just another lonely... Saturday night It's just another lonely sight VERSE 2 Ohhhh it's cold outside, don't wanna leave my bed Could today be different? Or should I just bury my head Yeah I've got nothing....nothing but time And time is a prison..locked away for my crimes BRIDGE There are times I find the strength, to just pull through These bouts of loneliness, just won't do If I could piece together, where it all went wrong I'd be a different man, the one I wanted to be all along

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released February 24, 2023

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